This has almost gotten away from me, this idea, this plan, of regular content. My fear of making trash posts without content, just to have something up, became an excuse for not writing. Also just plain forgetting.

The sinusitis is just icing on the not gonna happen today cake. I have medicine to help with the stuffy head and I am running out of excuses for returning to doing the needful in all areas of my daily.

I thought about writing about the tragedy of the commons. Of life without enough work to pay the bills and no insurance. Where the cost of an urgent care visit and the prescriptions that would have broken the bank, if not for a kind, probably just doing his job pharmacy tech. It doesn’t mean less to me, that it’s what he does all day. It, in fact, made me so grateful, in that moment. The whole of the event was more than twice what I would make in my few hours of work that night. And the cost of insurance would have swallowed my pay, not that I am eligible for insurance, not working enough regular hours.

I had another post all written in my head the other night, and now I can’t remember it for anything. And like that, not enough actual content to justify itself, and still, I set myself the goal, and I will try to manage it and do better next time.